Sunday, March 31, 2013

DOT - 2 Cancer - Fantasia


Good Morning Gentle Readers,

Today is Easter Sunday.

Alleluia ! He is Risen !

I have to wait til Tuesday..

Today is the fourth day of  Fludara  High Test and Busulfan

Tomorrow is All - Fools Day  and this fool's gonna  rest,

While Laurie starts the stem cell collection process.


My Hemo -goblins are fleeing, the poison  down to 7 point something , requiring a single shot of type O yesterday around cocktail time. These Southern Ladies here at Duke are so obliging, and served it up in a jiffy. Thank Goodness for the Hickman Triple Lumen, even if it is a hassle to dress.

All Three lines on my Hickman in use !
 Saline, Cocktail, type O chaser.

That's all the Medico Stuff for today.



Nothing else but a Audio Visual for you to ponder-  unbridled cell division, presented by the illustrators of Disney, who hand drew every gel for Fantasia. in 1940.  No computer generated graphics back then kids.

Just jump on in, the bucket brigade has started,





Saturday, March 30, 2013

DOT-3 Some Thoughts on Cancer...

This post is not intended to bring you down, or bum you out.
 I hope it serves as a wake up call for some of you who may be ignoring that odd pain, fatigue, or that spot of dry skin on your back or neck,  and motivate you to get a check-up and some blood work.  I will not raise the issues of cost of prevention vs cost of treatment, that is for a later rant.  
When you are a kid, they tell you it is growing pains. I figured that what was happening to me was the corollary aging pains, as my systems started to wear out.  Pumps fail, filters get clogged up, it is part of our life journey, until this corruptible gets exchanged for the incorruptible, or whatever your theology is on the afterlife be it Corporeal/non corporeal/pure spirit/get to come back/got to come back/ go to 



Jack Webb, from Dragnet 
Soundtrack is by George Harrison ... hear it below the jump

Friday, March 29, 2013

Krazy Kustom Khemo! DOT-4

Once again for those of you who are just joining us, Day Of Transplant = DOT

Dot- 4 means 4 days to go. 
Houston, do we have ignition?


A brief excursion to the brink, and how to know where the brink is. 

Ready ? 1.2.3. jump

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Waiting to be Randomized

I have opted into a Research Study.

I will be randomly placed in one of two groups

 The RIC and The HIC - Reduced Intensity or High Intensity Chemo.

It is presented as a coin toss, but the coin-tosser in this case is a computer at NIH.

It is way more than a coin toss, which I had sort of sensed and remembered from a statistics and probability  chapter in some college textbook. Double Blinds and Placebo Effects, and stuff like that. While looking for a cartoon of a coin tosser to post, I found this site, Statistically Funny written and illustrated by Hilda Bastian, who granted me permission to link to her blog.  I look forward to getting to know her, as I have no Epidemiologists in my address book, much less ones who are globetrotting lecturers on the arcana of epidemiology, and have a great sense of humor.

A sample of Hilda's work


More over the fold - click to jump


Nautical Plumbing, Pencils, Appliance Upgrade.

DOT-8

Nautical Glossary :"Going on the hill" slang for a haul out, or removing a boat from the water and placing it on land, or in a dry dock to perform work below the waterline.

0800 hrs .
 I went  " On the Hill" at medically speaking today for a surgical procedure. The vaunted Surgeons of Duke will not unsheathe their scalpels unless the platelets.are >50  It is a manifestation of the injunction to "first, do no harm".  So we had to get my platelets up to 50. One  bag one got me to 44, second bag to 51.!     Of course it seems a waste because by Friday or Saturday these platelets will be toast, victims of the mustard gas derivative in the chemo but at least the margins around my shiny new implant will have a chance to start to scab over and heal before then.

Today's  soundtrack is a treat !  Lambert,Hendricks and Ross with their definitive interpretation of Horace Silver's  Doodlin' Song, Circa 1960.

Hear it below the fold.


Sunday, March 24, 2013

Moving Day


Just a quickie this morning...got to get underway.

And a newsflash:

My Sainted Sister Laurie will be posting right here, the Transplant from the Donors' Perspective.
Keep an eye on your mailbox.

A two version comparison Soundtrack for you today, plus a rerun appropriate for  Sunday Morning, just below the fold.

Friday, March 22, 2013

Preparations for the Transplant


Among all the other things on my list was a visit to Carol at Dockside Haircuts  located in the front room of
the Coastal Community Market. in Beaufort.

I wanted to have my precursor to chemo buzz cut.

Carol took me from here


TO



In no time flat
WITH
usually used for Topiary
Like This


Good Fences Make Good Neighbors
Soundtrack ! CSN&Y 1970 flashback alert.

More pix after the jump

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Blood Tests and Transfusions

First, if at all possible, you readers who are not afflicted or aged, please donate some blood.
Click here to find a convenient donation opportunity near you.

I just entered the Beaufort Zip and up came 7 choices Within 10 miles of ZIP code 28516 
in March and April! And this is the Beauzone, the outer-outer banks, the end of the cord.

You can't earmark your donation for a specific person, it all goes in the bank.

When you make a donation to the Blood Bank, you are making a deposit in your Karma Bank
And we all know that  " whatever Karma wants, Karma gets"   Just do it.





Roll up your sleeve and let us get started! Click to jump, and enjoy the soundtrack from who else but
Blood, Sweat , and Tears.

Monday, March 18, 2013

National Poison Prevention Week March 17 - 23, 2013.


Observe National Poison Prevention Week March 17 - 23, 2013. 

In the What Causes MDS post  of a few days ago, I raised the specter of the possible role plastics might have in ruining our health - or as the ancient Greeks would say, disrupting the balance of our humors.

After the jump we will look at a few of the ingredients of plastic, hear a brief soliloquy from Tom Lehrer,
and ask a provocative question.

So put on your lab coats, and lets go...


Sunday, March 17, 2013

What causes MDS?



First, a BIG THANK YOU! to Beth Lindow, Annie Burbridge, Barb Thomas, Sonda Warrington, Terry Brown, and Dizy Brown for helping Annie yesterday with a flower bed tune-up and prune. 

After the jump, my take on what causes MDS.  This should prompt some discussion from any of you medicos that have subscribed.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Busy Week


Monday: Hauled the boat

Tuesday:  School Nurse brought Anne home w/stomach flu. Arranged for Sub for Wed.

Wednesday:.  Jan took Anne to Dr. Rawls, then CGH for scan (possible Diverticulitis)

Wednesday Night:  9-2 am, another tiny cut on my thumb became infected who knows how,  and the red streak indicating blood poisoning/cellulits started up my arm, so off to the ER for IV abx .

Thursday: Anne slowly getting better, not diverticulitis, but not fit to accompany me to Duke.

 "ER Bob" Thomas drove me to Duke, attended the new patient a caregiver class, and then waited around while I had a Bone Marrow Biopsy, got a double dose of Neupogen, and signed consent forms for NIH Study, met with Dr Duke and his NP Dukie and, firmed up the calendar, etc.

Friday:  We both slept most of the day, Anne slowly recovering from Stomach Flu, me from the biopsy and lack of sleep.

Resting up for our last weekend here in the Beau-zone before moving to Durham for 100 days.
Lots to do this coming week, and some stuff that just will not get done.


Chris

Basic Blood in pictures

No Soundtrack

For the geeks who just want to know, here is more info than you need about Blood

2 minute overview video, enough for most non-geeks

Whites








SIU school of Med Blood Cell text with pix




A QUICK LESSON IN BLOOD COUNTS...



 No Soundtrack

I am not sure where I ripped this off from, somewhere on the interwebs:

 very handy Understanding your lab tests



A QUICK LESSON IN BLOOD COUNTS...




     Red blood cells or erythrocytes comprise a third of all the cells in the human body. With about 20 trillion in the average adult, they're not only the most common cells in the human body, they are also the only cells that don't have a nuclei. The red blood cells' primary function is to carry oxygen to the body's tissues, and because they are 40 percent lighter than they would be with nuclei, it is easier for the heart to pump them through the circulatory system.
     Red cells contain a molecule called hemoglobin, which picks up oxygen as the cells travel through the blood vessels in the lungs. After red cells leave the lungs they get distributed throughout the body, passing through ever-smaller vessels called arterioles and capillaries. There they get forced up against the vessel walls like passengers in a crowded subway train. Under that pressure, the oxygen molecules pop off the hemoglobin and get taken into the vessel walls and passed on to neighboring cells. Relieved of their burden, the red cells pick up carbon dioxide, which they then carry back through the veins to the lungs to be exchanged for new loads of oxygen.
    
 White blood cells or leukocytes, are the body's border defense: they are responsible for apprehending and eliminating foreign substances. They're larger but much less numerous than red blood cells, numbering about 20 million in the adult body. While red cells are buoyed along like cargo rafts as the heart pumps the serum, white cells function more like patrol boats. Under their own locomotion, they can change direction to go after an invading molecule or cell.
     There are three basic types of white cells-granulocytes, monocytes and lymphocytes-each with its own specialized tasks. Granulocytes, the first line of defense, home in on bacteria or any other foreign substance in the blood. They are filled with granules containing chemicals that destroy their prey. One type of granulocyte, the neutrophil, is an all-purpose search-and-destroy agent that makes up 60 percent of white blood cells. The other two granulocytes, eosinophils and basophils apprehend special intruders such as allergens and parasites and account for 3 percent of the white blood cell population.
     About 33 percent of white cells are lymphocytes, the brains of the immune system. They send out antibodies to immobilize foreign molecules and chemical messengers that spur other cells into action. The remaining 4 percent of white blood cells are monocytes, which clean up cellular debris and devour invaders that have been tagged with antibodies. (Like what happens to the red blood cells, platelets and sometimes white blood cells themselves in Evans syndrome when they have been tagged with antibodies.)
    
 Platelets, so named because they are shaped like tiny plates, release chemicals that promote clotting when blood vessels are broken. These chemicals work by assembling a blood protein called fibrin into a meshwork over the damaged area. The mesh serves as a net to trap blood cells and proteins, which eventually form a plug in the damaged vessel wall.
     
The meaning of the numbers:

A complete blood count involves computing the number of red cells, the percentage of red cells in the whole blood, the size of the average red cell (an indication of its robustness), the average amount of hemoglobin per red cell, and how much there is in the blood. In addition, a physician will want to calculate the total number of white cells and the percentages of the different types of white blood cells, which can be distinguished under a microscope by the shapes of their nuclei. A physician will compare the numbers of cells in a sample of a patient's blood, with the average number of cells in the same amount of blood from a healthy person.

 Having too few red blood cells or too little hemoglobin is called anemia.

 Having too few white blood cells is a sign that a person's immune system is not functioning properly. 

Too many white blood cells usually means that the patient has an infection. 

The type of white cell that is over produced can indicate the extent of infection. An increase in the number of neutrophils, for example, means the person probably has a bacterial infection. An increase in lymphocytes and basophils usually corresponds to an allergic reaction like what you might get from ragweed. If there are far too many white blood cells-in the neighborhood of 100,000-the patient may have leukemia. A physician will also look at the number of platelets in the specimen to assess if the patient may have too few or too many.
    

 While normal values vary slightly from institution to institution, the following values are within the accepted range of normal:
  • Red blood cells 4 -5.3 million/mm3          
  • Hemoglobin 11 - 14.5g/dl
  • Hematocrit 34-42%
  • White blood cells 3.6 - 11.1 K//mm3
  • Platelets 165-353 K/mm3  

My Numbers are usually like this:

Reds: 2.5  low
Hemoglobin  8.4  low
Hematocrit   25   low
Whites      1.7  low
Platelets  55    low




Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Bone Marrow Biopsy in Pictures


No Soundtrack


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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

My Sister is A Match! Countdown Starts.




12 days ago from the time writing this, I got an email from  a wonderful Onco NP Medico  at  Duke.

Hello Mr. Siegel,

Thanks for checking in.  It sounds like you are agreeable with proceeding to transplant.

We just received the report for your sister's HLA typing late yesterday.
Congrats, Laurie is a perfect match for you!
This means we can start planning any time.

You may tell her yourself, or I can do that for you, either is fine with me.

Incidentally, there were several matched unrelated donors on the registry that are also perfect matches for you, had your sister not been a match for you...

Have a great weekend.
We look forward to seeing you soon.
Kind Regards,

Your NP who shall remain anon.

So it begins.


The decision to undergo Bone Marrow Transplant (BMT) is not an easy one, as the morbidity rate for someone of my age is a bit of a crap shoot. But the odds are worth it when one weighs the chance of recovery and survival against the slow, transfusion-dependent demise I am currently experiencing. The doctors are optimistic, and we are too. 

My Re-Birthday is scheduled for April 3, 2013.  Actually it is more of a relaunching, since I was born again once before.

Anne will be my full time caregiver, and the procedure requires that we be in Durham for at least 4 months, spent as both an in and out patient.

Duke has an arrangement with http://www.oakwood.com/  for ground floor apartments that are a few minutes from the Hospitals and we will be renting one for the duration.  More on that in a later post.


Thought I forgot the Soundtrack?
Countdown - flashback to 1969


Time is now measured in NASA-speak, backwards from T minus Zero

Today is T-22, or DOT minus 22:  Twenty two days until Day Of  Transplant.   

The way it works is as follows: 

T- 6  through T-2  In the week run up to my BMT, I will receive doses of chemo, and possibly radiation to kill off all my defective marrow stem cells.  Concurrently my sister Laurie, as Donor, starts a series of Neupogen shots to stimulate her White Blood Cell  production. 

T-1   I get to rest for a day, after getting toasted.  Laurie continues with Neupogen, and starts Apheresis.
More on that later.


Day 0 ,  Laurie has Neupogen, injections, Apheresis, and labs.  I get infused with donor marrow.

Then the counting is DOT +1 , +2. etc. 
Post transplant I will be kept alive by transfusions and IV abx as needed,  and after 28 days Laurie's Stem Cells should have engrafted,and set up shop in my marrow, and started to produce new healthy blood.
So My blood type will change from O+ to Laurie's type, and I will have two y chromosomes.  


Outpatient

As soon as possible post BMT, I will move back into the apartment where Anne will have been living, but return to the hospital every day for monitoring, therapy, exercise, etc. During this period the potential for Graft Versus Host Disease is very high. Assuming the new blood does not “see” my organs as “other” and try to destroy them, I should be out of the woods.


If I make it 100 days, I get to go home to Beaufort, and there starts a new set of risks as my new immune system adapts to the dust, microbes, germs, molds, etc, that everyone encounters daily. If I make it a year, I will probably make it 5, if I make it 5, I will probably make it 10.


So right now I am trying to build up my strength for the Transplant, and putting things in order. The paper work part is done (new wills, power of attny, etc)  and I hauled the boat yesterday. 


More to come, 

Chris


The Transplant Option



We are almost caught up to the present , gentle reader.

Soundtrack

Sorry about the ads on the youtube videos, if any of you programmers know how to defeat them , please tell me.

10  minute operation, 2 Months to heal

Actually, fistulotomy was a breeze, and The Geezers played for a birthday party at Deerfield Clubhouse the following  night.
  

Right after the gig, the painkillers wore off, and I was bedridden for a week or so, but  hey, I didn't miss the gig. Sitz baths and lidocane creme were the order of the day.

Back to watchful waiting, and some sobering thoughts

During the convalescence it was back to watchful waiting.  Weekly blood labs at the Raab, Thanksgiving and Christmas came and went, and we risked  trips to Virginia  to Anne's sisters' house for the holidays.

Carol and Layne own American Family RV, and we had our own space in this cool little camper. a trade-in that Layne set up in his driveway for us, so we had a sterile place to retreat to when sneezing relatives came around to visit or chow down.




Over Thanksgiving we  finally got around to burying Anne's parents' ashes at St. John's Episcopal in Hampton.

Well, all of her mother Dot's ashes, and what was left of her father Bill's.  Back a few years ago we had loaded some of his ashes in here, the bow gun



on Capt. Sinbad's Meka II, 

and distributed some of his ashes off the Chamberlin at the entrance to Hampton Roads.













Sinbad's Site
http://www.pirate-privateer.com/



THE BOX

It was my lot within the family to build a suitable box for the ashes. I decided on a simple white pine box with 
Becket's like a sea chest for handles. 


Trust me, there is nothing quite like building a coffin to get one thinking about their mortality.

I considered knocking out a second one, so Anne would have a repository for my ashes, but decided that was too morbid and pessimistic. 

I made it 5 weeks  in December without a transfusion, and thought maybe I was getting better from eating healthy, and using the new juicer religiously, but no, just another peak on the roller coaster.


A Bone Marrow Transplant!


I wanted to go back to Dr. Duke at Duke to get advice on what to do next-  like stronger chemo, switch to Vidaza, maybe try a little Revlamid or one of the Thalidomide derivatives.

At my January FUMD  ( Raab Clinic shorthand for Follow Up with Doctor - evidently some programmer has a sense of humor)  I asked  Dr. Loynes  if I might be a candidate for a Transplant in spite of my age.

He referred me to a medico at Duke, and got me an appointment for the following Wednesday. 

Here is Duke's web page

Anne and I drove up the night before, and met with the transplant team, from the financial office to the social worker. There are some videos about the facility on you tube  :inpatient,  outpatient

So I was Not too old to be considered for a transplant, and the search began for a suitable Donor!
My sister Laurie was sent a donor kit. 1 in 4 chance.

OK, coming together fast now...We are caught up to last month.

Stay tuned!

And feel free to comment.

Chris



Summer/Fall 2012 self imposed quarantine continues


Soundtrack

Quarantine

The website of the Australian Quarantine and Inspection Service explains the origin of the word "quarantine" as follows: "The word quarantine comes from the Italian quaranti giorni, meaning '40 days'. When bubonic plague swept through Europe in the 14th century, the government of Venice required ships to anchor away from the city for 40 days before they could unload passengers or cargo. The authorities thought 40 days would be enough time for any disease to be identified and either treated or pass through its normal course. All ships under quarantine had to fly a yellow flag."




The Summer passed quickly into Fall, and although I was relieved to be off the chemo cycle, I was living, as I had been for a year, in a self imposed quarantine. No shaking hands with anyone, doing fist bumps and elbow rubs instead of  hugging.  Wearing a mask at times, conscious of hand washing, no eating foods that I had not prepared myself,  and the worst part, no swimming.

 Sea water it turns out is not the best antiseptic bath.  Interesting article here from the the Scuba Doc.  So we could go out to Cape Lookout for overnight trips,  and walk the dunes, but I could not play in the surf, just go wading. But hey, I am not bitching, wading at the Cape is a real blessing.
















 Monday mornings would find me at  the Raab Clinic for a  CBC w/man dif , a shot of neupogen to stimulate my whites,  a shot of the miracle Lance Armstrong doping scandal Aranesp to stimulate reds, and some banter with the nurses, staff, and some of the other regulars. If my "hemogoblins" were over 8, then no transfusion. If no raging infection, then light duty work only.

I was able to build a custom Cherry Vanity and Laundry Station for Dr. Mark Stevens, and finish a few other shop projects.

MUSIC

The Geezers had a few gigs at the Backstreet Pub in July and August.





induration with fluctuance ( not dinner table talk )

Soundtrack! ( you will like this one ;)  


Will keep this post brief, but the topic deserves a mention, and after all, aren't geezers supposed to talk about their ailments?

The only reason I post this is because you blog followers with MDS may well find yourselves with similar complications brought on by being neutropenic.. ( No way to fight infections )

The National Center for Biotechnology Information NIH

Anorectal sepsis affects 5–7% of hospitalized leukemic patients and represents a major cause of mortality. Bacteremia and septic shock have been observed in leukemic patients with perianal abcesses. Grewal et al. have compared operative and nonoperative management of these patients and concluded that anorectal abcesses in neutropenic leukemic patients may be safely drained; however, the mortality was identical in both groups, averaging 20% (11). The neutrophil count is an important prognostic factor; severely neutropenic patients are prone to develop indurations without fluctuance and should be nonoperatively managed, whereas leukemic patients with borderline neutrophil counts may present with fluctuant lesions amenable to surgical drainage (12). Nonoperative treatment often includes parenteral antibiotics and radiation therapy.

Technical, but informative:
Pub Med abstract from National Institute of Health


So when I was at the Nadir point of my first Chemo Cycle my white blood cell count was really low, an infection reared it's head.

Some of the bacteria that are ok in your gut are not good if they find their way into say, the mucus ducts that lube the tube down under.  Some of those rascally bacteria that probably were present there all along, but had been held at bay  by my white cell army,




rose up and infected me, causing a perianal abscess. This has to be lanced and drained and results in a fistula in ano,  a little side road that allows one to fart in harmony.  See the seton in the picture below.




After enduring this situation for 8 months of sitz baths and antibiotics, disposable underwear and gauze packing, I decided to have a fistulotomy.

I won't link to the videos of this procedure, as they are quite graphic. I reviewed them and mentioned them to the surgeon who had done the lance and drain procedure.  He said, "yeah, youtube is great if you have to remind yourself about a procedure you have not done in a while". Though I don't question his ability with the knife, I have encountered the "No Cut, No Cure" mentality before, and I politely asked him if he knew any other surgeons from whom I could get a second opinion, say maybe up in Greenville?

He referred me to Dr. Brillant, who saw me twice before the surgery. Coincidentally , his Mother had just been diagnosed with MDS, and he was getting up to speed on what to do about her treatments. I got pumped up with the white celll promoter Neupogen, Platelets and two bags of Red Cells,  and went under the knife at Pitt Memorial Hospital in Greenville.

Ok, enough of this....let the soundtrack song play out. I understand Buffet covered this song in concerts.
Better than Road Rage.






The CHEMO CAFE at the Raab Clinic

The Chemo Months, April-August 2012




Soundtrack!

Remember the analogy from a few posts ago?

"Another way to think of MDS treatment is like this...Imagine your bone marrow as a beautiful lawn..
In MDS: You have something like crabgrass. The lawn is kind of weedy, but
its harder to treat the MDS "weeds" without hurting the healthy lawn too".

                                                                                 -- posted on the Marrow Forums by Ryan Jay

After a second visit to Duke, the decision was made to start on a course of Chemotherapy.
Decitabine, trade name Dacogen, administered IV 5 days on, 28 off. It was basically a coin toss decision between Dacogen and  Azacitidine, trade name vidaza..



I had to get a through - hull fitting installed  in my chest for ease of administering poisons and meds.  I got
a 'Power Port",  rated at 300 psi for dye injection through a small bore needle!



My good friend and Band-Mate from the "Jumpin' Mulletts"  Doug Hugill had one installed for his chemo, and he gave me a good tip about placement. Here in Cartert County, the default location is the left upper chest, between your shoulder and your collarbone, so that it will not be in the way or get bruised when a right handed person fires a shotgun!

But the left side would impinge on my fiddle playing, so I made sure the surgeon put an X in magic Marker on my right side before the implant.

So my Port is on my Starboard Side, which is counter intuitive, but then again, my Mate is a Captain.


The Best Basic Chemotherapy Information site I have found is Here

I have a rudimentary understanding of how it works-
Basically it is an attempt to lock a  rapidly dividing gene's switch in an off position by creating an altered methylated chemical environment. The healthy fast- dividing cells  are your hair, the squamous cells in your mouth, some in your gut, and your blood cells, hence the usual hair loss, mouth sores, diarrhea.

You  Geeks  can learn lots more too, click here
How DACOGEN is Designed to Work and then here Methylation.


The chemo did not affect me as much as I had anticipated it would, didn't loose my hair, didn't puke too much, but those are the side effects.  The intended effects of the Dacogen worked great, and my blood counts plummeted.  Chemo patients talk about the Nadir point, or Nadiring out. That refers to is low point of the roller coaster ride, and for me it was about 12 days after starting a cycle. At one point my platelet count was 2, my Hemoglobin in the 7's, and my neutrophils virtually absent. Transfusion time again, two units Packed Red Blood Cells, maybe a bag or two of platelets.

Good explanation of  Nadir click here.
The opposite of the nadir is the "Best Response"
Mine would come about day 21, three weeks into the chemo cycle.

INFECTIONS 


10  days into the first cycle, with no white cells to fight infection, I presented with the wonderfully alliterative  "ulcerated uvula".  Saturday Night Live Uvula Skit Gilda, Chevy, Lorraine  ( thanks for reminding me Mel) .
That was remedied by some abx and a mouthwash.

And  (with apologies to our Aussie readers)  in the land down under, I developed a perirectal abscess. This required surgery to lance and drain, creating an anal fistula, and antibiotics to get rid of the infections.  Sigh...a literal pain in the ass.  Separate post to follow

The first week of chemo, before the poison kicked in, I felt ok, and could do some work,
play out if we had a gig, and eat fairly normal meals. The middle two weeks of the month would often
find me almost bedridden, and somewhat incapacitated, taking antibiotics. By the last week I was getting around and functional again, just in time to start the next round of Chemo.

And so began the cycle. Chemo, nadir out, get transfused,, get infections,  take antibiotics, feel ok for two week, then hit it again.


THE  INFUSION CHAMBER


Serving up the Dacogen  and other pharmaceuticals, and Blood Products was Luis, the Chemista extraordinaire.

He saved my life once during a transfusion.  More on that in a later post about transfusions.

Luis is one of the most knowledgeable people I have met at the Raab Clinic. He is certainly the most personable, but as the only male nurse on site he is often called on to lug stuff and help wheelchair patients, and tasks way outside of his job description, like fixing the little mood fountains outside the transfusion chamber window, and helping patients figure out how to get on the wi-fi , or work their new computers. Here he is at his post.



So that brings us up to August 2012 when we decided to knock off the chemo for a while and  hopefully break the infection cycle.





The idea  was that  if we quit knocking down my white cells, that the fistula might heal, and I could start another cycle of Chemo, more aggressive. It didn't heal and I had to have surgery  in October. We pumped me full of Aranesp and Neupogen, got transfused, and had the surgery.

It took about two months to get over that, and then it was back to watching and waiting.


Every Monday morning I went to the Raab Clinic for blood labs, a  CBC w/man dif , a shot of neupogen to stimulate my whites,  a shot of the miracle Lance Armstrong doping scandal Aranesp to stimulate reds, and some banter with the nurses, staff, and some of the other regulars, while waiting to see what my numbers were.  If the hemo-goblins were there in force, and there were a few platelets, I could plan the rest of the week. If not, then transfusion time.


Next up, the operation, the recovery, the winter, and we will be in the present.









Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Watch and Wait Fall/Winter 2011/2012

 This is where we were at with the MDS about 2 months into the diagnosis.



Soundtrack


                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       
Email from October 31, 2011        (Edited April 1st 2013  to remove names of any Duke Medicos per the edict of the Duke School of Medicine Compliance Office )


Dear Friends,


Anne and I went to Duke on Monday and met with Duke  (All Doctors at Duke are now named Duke) Great guy, and very knowledgeable, but he is a bit baffled too by my blood test results,

which go up and down for no discernible reason.



He had read The Emperor of all Maladies , and agreed that my humors were imbalanced,
and offered to get out his leeches.

Suggests wait and watch,

See him again in Three months

Saw  Dr. Loynes, my hematologist on Wednesday, and we agreed to drop back to weekly Raab clinic visits, (down from daily ) with scaled back blood production stimulants. (Neupogen and Aranesp )  If my check engine light comes on, I can request a transfusion.

See him again in a Month



After 60 yrs of use, systems start to fail, just like on an engine. 

A lot of people have pump problems, and wind up getting a stent or maybe a quadruple bypass,

or maybe replacement parts  Some have filter problems, and maybe can get a transplant or commit to dialyses.



With MDS it is low oil level, and the refinery is on strike, with only limited production. One gets transfused,

goes the chemo/drug route, and probably still will be transfusion dependent,



 OR, through changes in diet and lifestyle, and some pharmacopoeia, and of course attitude, the refinery workers

may be encouraged get back to work and step up production.


There is talk of the Marrow transplant, which is sort of the last resort, and a big deal, fraught with it's own set of challenges.



Later, 

Chris and Anne
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Fortunately, after transfusions my check engine light would go out, and we have been able to spend a bunch of nights camping out on our beloved catboat, NIP









What condition my condition is in Part II October 2011


About MDS  

Soundtrack                                                                                           

Here is my email blast from  back on October 11th, 2011,  about two weeks into figuring out what was going on in my marrow, and exploring treatment options.

Myelodysplastic Syndromes (MDS)

MDS is a group of disorders where your bone marrow does not work well, and
the blood-forming stem cells in your bone marrow fail to make enough healthy
blood cells.

People with MDS can lack the right amount of red blood cells, white blood
cells, and platelets (the small cells that help blood to clot).
The disease happens because the bone marrow cells do not develop into mature
blood cells. Instead, these blood cells stay within the bone marrow in an
immature state. The symptoms and the course of MDS may vary greatly from
person to person. These differences depend on which blood cells are
affected.

All people with MDS have two things in common:
They have a low blood cell count for at least 1 blood cell type. This is
called cytopenia. ( I have all three, or trilineage cytopenia )
Their bone marrow and blood contain blood cells with an abnormal shape,
size, or look.



What does the term "myelodysplastic" actually mean?
Myelo = blood cells and Dysplastic = abnormal development or growth. So,
when you have myelodysplastic syndrome, this means that your blood cells
have an unusual shape and that they have abnormal growth.


Treatment of MDS

Here is an analogy -- posted on the Marrow Forums by Ryan Jay

"Another way to think of MDS treatment is like this...

Imagine your bone marrow as a beautiful lawn....

In Aplastic Anemia: There's a crazed gardener spraying an otherwise healthy
lawn with herbicide killing everything...

In most forms of Leukemia: You have giant ugly weeds growing in the middle
of the lawn. Pretty dramatic, but in most cases it's easy to target them and
leave the lawn alone.

In MDS: You have something like crabgrass. The lawn is kind of weedy, but
its harder to treat the MDS "weeds" without hurting the healthy lawn too".

Cheers,

Chris and Anne


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Flashing ahead to the present, 18 mos. and 50 units of other peoples blood later, I can append the analogy.

So we got out the backhoe and tore up the lawn, tried to kill everything and hoped that the crabgrass wouldn't come back.  (This was accomplished with a 6 month course of Chemo Therapy.)

We didn't get all the crabgrass.



So now we are going to tear up the lawn again, burn and salt the ground, and transplant my sister Laurie's
marrow cells.



To torture this analogy a bit, studies are showing that Agent Orange, AKA Round-Up
(yes that round up in your garden shed ) , is the cause of MDS in Vietnam Vets. The sad part is
by the time the VA and the insurance companies, and Big Pharma, and the politicians get on the same page, most of the vets will have died. Problem solved, right?

Don't get me started.

Later,

Chris
















What condition my condition is in Part I Sept 2011

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Here is an email I sent out back on September 9th, 2011

                                                                                             
  Dear Friends,

     To some of you this will be news, to others an update.  I am back at
home after 9 days at Carteret General Hospital.
On the Monday after Hurricane Irene I was feeling extremely fatigued, a
condition I attributed to Lymes, and went to see
Dr. Mark for some blood work. The following day he called and told me to go
directly to the Emergency room, and check in- I was several quarts low and
had few white blood cells, and fewer platelets.  Lt. Brown gave me a lift to
Morehead, and so began 9 days of transfusions and tests. Unfortunately the
big test, the bone marrow biopsy occurred on Friday, the eve of the 4 day
weekend, so results have been delayed.
                                                                                                                         

     Turns out my Bone Marrow had stopped producing blood. Several different
doctors were quite baffled by this condition-  were there cancerous stem
cells crowding out the normal production of white and red cells?  Was a
lifetime of exposure to boatyard and everyday toxins impairing the
production of blood? Had a gene switched off, and if so, why?

      As blood tests results came back, Leukemia  was
ruled out.  After 6 days of hospital cuisine and injections of Neupogen,
a drug that promotes white blood cell production  my white blood count began to increase.

    So....don't know what caused it yet, don't know what fixed it yet  ( or just
how fixed it is ) .  We are off to the Raab clinic for another shot this am,
then an appt. w/Dr. Loynes the Hematologist/Oncologist on Monday, to review
the long awaited bone marrow biopsy results.

Thanks to all of you who have called, prayed, sent out good vibes, get well cards, etc.
I have been remiss in returning voicemails, and if I don't answer the phone
( or the door) I am probably sleeping.

Anne has been a Saint through this, and she is much relieved for me to be
home. I will post an update when I know more.


Cheers,

Cap'n Chris

Introduction



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I never thought I would spend my 60's  becoming an amateur hematologist.


At the request of many of you, I herewith set my hand to relating the events which have led me into my present circumstances, and an ongoing account of  the processes and procedures I am undergoing, both physical and mental. 

I am in need of a hematological oil change, technically Hematopoietic stem cell transplantation, from now on referred to as the Bone_marrow_transplant or simply BMT

In October of 2011,  I was diagnosed with MDS,  specifically  De novo REFRACTORY CYTOPENIA WITH MULTILINEAGE DYSPLASIA., a condition I had never heard of.  A BMT is the only potentially curative remedy for MDS.  

Yes, this is the same procedure that Robin Roberts of Good Morning America recently underwent, and MDS  and BMTs were in the national spotlight for a while.

This blog will start with a retrospect of the medical issues I have faced during last couple of years, until I catch up with the present. There will no doubt be flashbacks and I hope  "ah ha" moments of clarity, and some rants about big pharma, pollution, and nutrition. No doubt there will be biographical notes too, and posts on sailing, living aboard a boat, BMW motorcycles, woodworking, and  of course music. And I hope that it will morph into reflections on the "New Normal" on the other side of my BMT, as I start over with a new blood type and immune system.


So buckle up and hang on while I relate the roller coaster ride that we have been on.

Here are some of the most helpful resource sites that I found early on.
Bookmark them if you want, but don't get trapped in an information overload yet, unless you want to.
There are moments of Geek ahead.

The MDS site

The National Marrow Donor Directory

Understanding your Blood Tests  Invaluable for anyone who has to have any kind of blood test.

the MarrowForums   you can  read posts without logging on.

And here is a must read  book on cancer:
The Emperor of All Maladies: A Biography of Cancer
By: 
 Siddhartha Mukherjee
Scribner


The Emperor of All Maladies is a magnificent, profoundly humane “biography” of cancer—from its first documented appearances thousands of years ago through the epic battles in the twentieth century to cure, control, and conquer it to a radical new understanding of its essence. Physician, researcher, and award-winning science writer, Siddhartha Mukherjee examines cancer with a cellular biologist’s precision, a historian’s perspective, and a biographer’s passion. The result is an astonishingly lucid and eloquent chronicle of a disease humans have lived with—and perished from—for more than five thousand years. The story of cancer is a story of human ingenuity, resilience, and perseverance, but also of hubris, paternalism, and misperception. Mukherjee recounts centuries of discoveries, setbacks, victories, and deaths, told through the eyes of his predecessors and peers, training their wits against an infinitely resourceful adversary that, just three decades ago, was thought to be easily vanquished in an all-out “war against cancer.” The book reads like a literary thriller with cancer as the protagonist.
From the Persian Queen Atossa, whose Greek slave cut off her malignant breast, to the nineteenth-century recipients of primitive radiation and chemotherapy to Mukherjee’s own leukemia patient, Carla, The Emperor of All Maladies is about the people who have soldiered through fiercely demanding regimens in order to survive—and to increase our understanding of this iconic disease.
Riveting, urgent, and surprising, The Emperor of All Maladies provides a fascinating glimpse into the future of cancer treatments. It is an illuminating book that provides hope and clarity to those seeking to demystify cancer.
-- from the publisher




Cheers, 

Cap'n Chris